RIBBON & LIME
The 1981 “River Run” Check Chase
a “The Banner Is Up” Memoir
by Bill Elam aka Billy Dean
More than a thousand pair of eyes like mine are locked front and center on the men standing in the back of a pickup truck holding a Checkers Motorcycle Club banner up in front of us. Waiting for the banner to go down and start the race, I remind myself that this isn’t a race for anybody who can swing their leg over a dirt bike. This is the Check Chase, a race to the Colorado River in Parker Arizona across 238 miles of the toughest terrain in the Mojave Desert.
This will also be my last race. When I cross the finish line in Parker, I’m selling my bike and moving on to other adventures. So I remind myself that they don’t give finisher pins or trophies at the smoke bomb. That I’ll have to be fiercely courageous and determined. That I can't ride over my head and risk going over the bars. I know the other riders are giving themselves the same pep talk.
A sudden hush sweeps across the line. My heart stops and time freezes but the seconds melt away. I pull the clutch and rock my bike back and forth to free the plates, then push the kick start lever slowly down, searching for top dead center. I lean forward, chest inches above the tank—left hand on the clutch, right hand on the throttle, left foot planted firmly on the ground, and my right foot poised gently on the lever. My neck is bent, my head is up, and my eyes are nailed to the colors fluttering in the breeze. Sixty seconds of unbearable silence and suspense...
It's fall here in the Lucerne Valley. The breeze is blowing gently. Just enough to make the banner ripple with life but not enough to cause a false start. The starting line is facing east, and the breeze is coming from the south this morning. That means the dust will move to my left, so I’ve taken a position on the far right side of the start line to give me a reasonably dust-free race to the marked trail.
My left hand hovers near the clutch lever, ready to pull it in and pop it out the instant my left foot jams the bike into gear. My right foot is poised precariously on the kick starter and my right hand grips the throttle like a vice, ready to twist it to the stop when the banner falls and my bike starts. Some racers watch the banner, but I watch the men holding the banner. An instant before they throw it down, one of them almost always gives some subtle hint that the drop is imminent.
This morning, I see one of the men in the truck move his lips and know he's said something like "Let’s do it!" Sure enough, they throw the banner down to the bed of their truck like tossing a shark into the bottom of a boat. My brain pops out of gear and my body pops into gear… legs and hands synchronized in one fluid, almost simultaneous motion. My right foot drives the start lever down. As the engine comes to life, my left hand pulls the clutch, my left foot jams the bike into gear, my left hand pops the clutch out, my right hand twists the throttle, and my bike leaps off the start line like a rocket. That agonizing silence of waiting for the banner to drop is broken by the roar of two-stroke engines coming to life and racers charging across the desert to challenge the rocks, the cactus and each other. I'm through the gears in a heart beat.
With everyone converging on the trail where the ribbon and lime begin, the race to the bomb is always a helter-skelter fight for position. I'm fighting for mine right now. The guy to my right starts to cut in front of me. I veer left to avoid a collision, then charge through the dust hovering around the bomb and pick up the trail to the first check.
Every desert racer has his or her favorite motorcycle. My 1970 Husqvarna was best for motocross but my 1980 Yamaha is best for the desert. For me, the "Y" in Yamaha has always stood for Yes! Over the years, the bike and I have become less of a bike and a rider and more of a blend of rubber and steel, muscle and blood.
When the first check comes up, I look for an aggressive checker. One that’s gonna point his finger at me and then at himself… a wordless gesture meaning "You're mine. Stop right here!" I spot one pointing at me then pointing at himself with his thumb. I shift down, pull the clutch and move back to make room for him to mark my tank card. This guy knows what he's doing. He makes the smooth move. I pop the clutch, twist the throttle and blast out of the check like I'm being chased by the devil. I am. More than a thousand of them all trying to get to Parker before me. Some of them will but I might be the fastest in my class.
A few checks later, I spot banners of every color and pattern fluttering on the horizon a mile or so ahead. The first gas stop. Minutes away. My club, the Desert Knights, had disbanded several years ago, so instead of looking for their club banner, I had to find my wife waving frantically to attract my attention. We’d agreed she’d setup our gas pit on the left side of the course so I wouldn't have to scour both sides as I came into the pits. Even with our agreement in place, it won't be easy to find her with pit crews standing precariously close to the trail shouting and waving at their racers, and with explosions of dirt and dust obscuring my vision as other riders pull into and out of their pit.
I roll my throttle back a notch and keep my eyes peeled for her waving at me. She sees me first and leaps in front of the pit crew next to ours to wave me down. I lock the rear wheel up, slide into her spot, snap my gas cap open and help her direct the nozzle on the can into my tank. She glances up, smiles, wipes the dust off my goggles then hands me a water bottle. "You're 20th overall and I haven't seen anybody in your class!"
Most clubs use crayons to mark tank cards, so I had made a duct-tape "dam" between the card and my gas tank cap to keep gas from turning the crayon marks into a big, colorful glob. She pulls the nozzle out of my tank and gives me a kiss. Through the noise of pit crews yelling at their riders and two-stroke motorcycles pulling in and out of their pits, I yell "See you at the next check!" I kick my bike into gear, look back to check traffic and charge onto the course, excited that I'm leading everyone in the Vet 250 Expert division.
With the chaos and stress of stopping for gas behind me, my thoughts turn to women like mine who support their man and his passion for two wheels in the desert. What would we do without them? Who would find our boots, work the pits and be at the finish line with a cold beer, a warm hug and a thank-god-you-made-it kiss? The only reason we're not dead, broke or in jail. The only reason we had a bike to race. The only reason we wanted to become better men… and did. I know she’ll be at every gas stop with water, gas and a kiss.
A few miles from the finish, I make a tight turn in a sand wash and crash. I get up, clear my goggles and my head, and notice the front tire is flat. I tell myself to relax. It's the front tire. Stay in your lower gears and roll the throttle up to keep your front end light and you'll get to the finish. I pick the bike up off the ground, give the lever a kick, then smile as I hear it come to life. I stab the gear shift and take off, glad nobody passed me while I was down.
Racing through the chaparral just east of the sand wash, I see the finish line ahead and know I've made this Race to the River my best ever. As I roll into the finish chute, the guy working the finish line crayons “16” on my tank card, then a woman hands me a finisher pin and says, "Congratulations! You've finished the River Run."
Waiting for the finish chute to clear, a peace settles over me. Check after check I found the guy with that smooth move and fast crayon. Mile after mile, I found the strength and determination to stay on my game, to push myself and my YZ as fast as I could without becoming arrogantly foolish. Pit after pit, my wife gave me that racer's edge.
If I had failed to finish because of a mechanical failure or something beyond my control, like another racer bashing into me, I'd have been disappointed. If I had failed to finish or had finished poorly because I had failed to ride within my limits, or had been unwilling to tap into my courage and abilities, I would have been angry with myself, always wondering which part of me had betrayed the others.
"You made it! First 250 Vet Expert!" I turn and see that face I love. Mine is covered with dust but she kisses it anyway. Her hugs and kisses have always been my favorite finisher pins but she’ll never have to kiss that dirty face again. My racing days are over, but my memories of them will never be over.
Desert racing has been a kind of home where people accepted me as one of them. Sitting around a campfire with my buddies or trying to catch one of them in a sand wash, I was home. And that home would remain in my heart, urging me to live the rest of my life with all the guts and gusto I had learned from racing motorcycles in the desert.